In the past week two of my best friends have in one way or another told me that I’m a pro at sabotaging myself every time I start to get close to someone. I’m perfectly aware of this, but it still sucks to hear it and face it. Even more so, the fact that so many of the other aspects of my life are starting to fall together the way they’re supposed to but I’m still not able to let myself be happy is obviously upsetting.
I have to learn to trust that things will work out, and people will stay. Easier said than done, though.
